For all to hear, I must confess;
I'm not feeling any better.
In fact, if I may quickly digress,
I'm feeling worse than ever.
My mind's a mess and my eyes are sore,
and my thoughts are all in a whirl,
I can't remember feeling this poor
or when I last felt like such a girl.
The more I try to do something right,
it seems like I only do worse.
It's like I'm stuck in a losing fight.
God, I'm getting sick of this curse.
24/7, my head's on a dark cloud
Must I catch myself in a mirror?
I'm too shy to be happy or proud,
so instead I'm stuck with this fear.
I'm becoming a bit of a nervous wreck
and my thoughts are getting so sad.
Now